Just because I can! Hello and happy MAY!!!
Hello and welcome back!
Ugh I´ve done so many other stuff than writting a journal in here, I both feel shame and then again!
I´ve been so busy with enjoying time alone
I have so much to tell! so lean back and read! Feel free to drop a comment or ask me
I finished my Clerk educatuion
which means I´m out of employes!
I honestly feel like a failer in my own community!
Mostly because there are so many people who "can´t" Won´t!
work and that means that our community people, who has to help us, forgets about people like me, who wish to be kicked out in the society to work!
I had my first talk with my caseworker thursday! I was so nervous to meet her I almost broke down in tears! I wanted to call and cancel the meeting, that´so nervous I was! But eventual my mother told me to give it a try and has since 8th of February supported me in my being unemployed!
So I talked to my caseworker and she told me that wouldn´t stop until we find me a job! I was so happy I could hug the woman! So from May 29 I will begin "school", which means I will meet new people and get a social life with unemployed people, like meself!
They will also talk with us about our dreams and hopes!
They have sadly experienced many ending up getting diagnosed with Stress because it takes a lot of energy to be unemployed and stuff, trust me...I already feel that way.
I tend to smile when my friends and family talk to me, but in my soul and heart I cry. Very much....
I feel like the biggest failure in my network, because I´m unemployed......and it makes me feel depressed because I´ve been working since I was 11-12 years old and now I´m....done....So I really hope to get a job soon
Even though life showed me some issues I managed to kick back, and keep myself very active. I draw like never before and I´ve gotten a lot of time for my friends, time I didn´t have when I worked my tail off!
During the past month a friend of mine contacted me, telling me that a friend of his from Disney USA was visiting Denmark this year and that he had been telling about me and my drawings. The Disney guy agreed on signing me into the application, of becoming part of the big boys! I´m so exited and scared at the same time!
And even if they say no, he promised to give me contructive criticts about my art
this is a dream come true!
During the other day I agreed to meet up with a friend, who wanted to eat with me and then we went for a pokemon-hunt! But as I walked to Sunset I saw a girl I could have sworn was my ex. I still love my ex and there is no shame it that, but I for some reason, felt so happy and then sad when I realised that it wasn´t her! xD Well done Momo!
~ More will come later on!